My mom once told me that in the first few hours after giving birth, one feels a big void, a physical sensation of emptiness. I think now of how another situation is similar to that feeling...
My heart feels a void. There is a big space that is empty. I want to reach out. I have an urge to speak to someone. I call family, friends. And yet..there is this feeling of something being missing. Wanting to talk to someone. I want to reach out. Some thing is missing. Something is missing.I feel incomplete. I feel incomplete.
I want to fill that space. Get rid of the void. Stop feeling it. Time heals all...it empties your mind of things that occupied it for long. Like sexy says in cheeni kum, pyar aansu banke beh jata hai.
But even time cant fill the void. It will be a part of my heart, my life forever, resisting any change. It stands testimony to a love so strong that it took a part of me along.
I will always sit under the stars at night and want to reach out. Will want to reach out.I am missing something. I feel incomplete.
1 comment:
It is a part of life. Pink Floyd sang "The show must go on". It must.
Maybe it is not about "stop feeling it". At times, the more you feel it, the 'void' will empty. Out of you.
I'm sure the good times were there. Let the memories of the good times fill that void.
The smiles. The laughter. The good times. That is all that matters.
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